You

You haunt me in my dreams. Sometimes I find myself crying or just pleasantly content. I would like to rid myself of you but why should I? It is because it is the right thing to do? Is it because I have grown into a new life and should leave you behind. I wonder if you ever think of me. Probably not. Sometimes I loathe you sometime I crave you. I don't know you anymore. So, I sit here and write this to try to settle my mind on you. Oh, what should I do? There is no one who can help me because they will never understand.